Going Private

I never understood why everyone was going private until today. I love showing off my baby boy so i really didnt want to have to do this but I had the scariest experience today. If i woudlnt have been prompted by the holy ghost i dont know that i woudl be writing this right now or maybe i woudlnt have my son t protect. I really feel that his interest was in me not the boys but I dont know that for sure. So i feel i need to protect myself and my son. I made the mistake of telling him my first name and i dont want him to beable to look me up and im sure he heard me callign cy's name. I have just filed a report so that hopefully If he is a sexual predator he will be stopped before he gets a chance to do anything to anyone. The officer told me this is classic predatory behavior and its good i called but all i can do is protect my family and do whats in my power. i dont want him to have anyway of finding us. I dont ever remember feelign thsi afraid before. even cy seemed to be pullign away from where he was. He was so eerie. I thought for sure the jumper cables he had in his hand were going to be used to strangle me. someone finally showed up so i took advantage of that moment to head to the car. i was afraid to leave that spot becaseu it is teh only spot i know for sure someone woudl be comign through( it was a bike trail) but when the other gentlemen showed up i figured this woudl be the safest time for me to head to teh car. Im proud of myself i didnt panick in a high stress situation if anythign i felt my thought were clearest at that moment than they have ever been. I analyzed different options and teh possible outcome before each move i made. and obviously =I made teh right decisions

Happy Halloween!!

My cute Lil Puppy!!!! we tried to teach him to say Arf but it didnt work out so well. lol he just looked at us and laughed.
we also took him to teh pumpkin patch teh week before halloween we decided which ever pumpkin he goes to first is teh one we will get him but he went to teh biggest one he could see so he coudl stand up to it lol so we picked his out for him. Maybe next year he can pick out his own. tried to get soem really good shots at the pumpkin patch but they werent teh bets it was so hard to find good light where peopel werent already walkign through but hey Cy still looks so cute!! he also got to help us carve them that night... well we let him play in the gunk anyway he didnt liek it at all!!! Pics to come they are on my friends cam.

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My lil man is growing up so fast! Look how big he is getting!
Please do not print from here or copy and save to your comp to print I will start whoever wants one an mpix account so that you can get quality prints of cy at an inexpensive price email me if you want any of these. These are all low resolution for the web so if you try to print they will not turn out well